Pain`s no tragedy
August 18th, 2005 at 12:08am
.. Or at least that`s what I`m tryin` to convince myself. Suddenly realised today I can`t share my deepest thoughts nor my darkest feelings, not even writing them here. My mind is lost in this huge maze standing above an abyss, this unknown, uncharted and unfamiliar territory that has never been explored. It may be a way out or an infinite darkness. Right now I`m on the edge, deeply speculating the fading shadows I watch daily. They`re black and tempting. They are represeting what we simply call… pain.
What is pain ? A laddering emotion coming from your most intimate roots, from that inner sanctuary you used to take flight in whenever you needed a moment with yourself. The place you worship is the exact same place that can be your heaven whenever pain isn`t around to transform it in … hell. Then your world falls. You`re lost in mistful meditations, you can`t find your peace of mind, and there`s a darkness surrounding every corner of your soul. We cry, we confess, we desperately try to stop it. To put an end to it. Why ? Pain is natural. You give birth to it. It`s a feeling that proves you`re still alive. You should enjoy pain, enjoy it as an intimate feeling that no one else understands. They can`t feel what you feel, so enough with the ‘I understand’ and the hugs you need to move on.
YOU DON`T NEED to move on, you need to live the pain. It`s the most sincere and sacred feeling, and it can never be stained nor burried.
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“YOU DON`T NEED to move on, you need to live the pain.”
I really like that line. I think we will really be happy if we learn to live the pain.
Yeah we will, after we live that pain.
There`s no way to be happy with pain.