Belonging
August 26th, 2005 at 10:58pm
Did it ever happen to you to feel you don`t belong here ? And I`m not talkin` about a place or time, I`m talkin` about.. Fuck knows what I`m talkin` about.
I shouldn`t be here, sittin` on this chair, lookin` at this monitor, listenin` to this music, being in this room, in this block, in this city, in this country, in this world, in this burnded tired mind.. I long to be me, but in a different place. This city is killin` me. These persons I`m surrounded with are fuckin` killing me.. all I see is limited minds with no logic.. people who are not aware that there`s more to life than their pathetic monotone existence..
Freedom.. there`s one more week and you will own me. Hopefully.
Posted in apocalypse please
Yes, it does occur to me that I don’t belong here many times. So I changed… I changed cities, I changed jobs, I changed people around me. But I still haven’t gotten rid that feeling. I have started feeling that this whole world is a jail. Forcing you to do things you don’t want to do or live around people you don’t want to live with. So how do you get out of the jail?
If I don’t belong here… there has to be a place where I belong. Simple logic!
I can`t move.. wish I could, but I just can`t yet. It`s something that goes way beyond my powers.. and age.. right now.
I reached the conclusion that the only cage ( well, there is no jail, you`re not being punished, right ? ) is in our heads.. We have to escape that to feel we belong in this world.
Yeah i know what u talkin about.
wanna go for a langos to feel better?
I`m already feelin` better ( Rosia Montana event over .. ), but I`m willing to go for a langosh anytime..
)))
2morrow baby 2morrow one big langos for ya
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