Lately I`ve realized the sleeping troubles I kept having turned around. No insomnias or other disorders, but now I constantly suffer from lack of sleep, although I sleep almost all day long. :)) The weather isn`t helping me to get more energetic, it`s kinda cold and lowering outside. And trust me, in such atmosphere, not even an interesting conversation can keep me from falling asleep. :)
Today two colleagues had their 18th anniversary. So, one of them, for their birthday, came to school with a bottle of liqueur. After two gulps I was like woo-hoo… :)))))) I could feel it through my veins, and it made me a little happier, but nothing more. The whole bottle only managed to cheer us up, we were too many for the effect to be stronger ( thank God, eh ? :))) ). It was weird, I never imagined any of my colleagues showing up with alcohol at school. Yeah, I know what you`re thinking, that we`re a bunch or irresponsible profligate kids, but trust me, not even far. The ocassion was special, that it. I`m sure our teachers drink a whole lot more when someone`s birthday is celebrated in the teachers` room.
Hmmm… I feel everything`s going just fine, but of course, the shadow`s hanging on. I`m not happy, not sad, not even in the middle. I don`t know what I am either. :) Oh, I need a summer job, but nothing at the horizon… How am I going to get all the money I need for the rock festivals, hell knows. Waiting for school to end… then make up a strategy for this summer.