Hey guys.. and I mean all of the people out there who actually read what I`m posting around here every now and then.
This is a post in which I`m letting you all know for the very first time that I`m ok. :) All the bad things that ever happened to me ( and trust me, there are a whole bunch of bad things to be mentioned here ) lead me here, feeling what I feel now, knowing what I know now, being who I am now. And a proof everything turned out to be just fine is that YOU are reading this, maybe not because you care about what`s really going on with me, but I`m sure at least… you`re interested, curious. :)
This new relationship I`m into, the one with my best friend for like.. three years now, shows its benefits from the very beginning. I`ve conquered again, but I`m slowly letting myself conquered. And yes, it seems the goof of all times I`m home today, wasting my time instead of being next to him, but I don`t feel stressed out that incredible unbelievable things will jump from just around the corner. He`s so simple, so sincere… like an opened book ready to be read… and I`ve been reading it for some time now. Now I`m writing it. :)
So, dear bloggers, I`m ok. Can`t say my anxiety and agony is gone, but those who know me sense a little more inner peace in me than usual times. Isn`t that right, Sauce ? :)
Thank you for reading this. Stay tunned `cause there`s a lot I haven`t told you. :)
ITS RIIIGHTTTTTTTTT LANGOSSSSSSSS
Thank you man. For everything. :)
All right! Let’s drink to that! Enjoy the feeling. ;)
:) Enjoy it while you can, huh ? :) Thank you too, rainforest :)
enjoy, enjoy, enjoy every moment from now on…it’ll be wonderful, believe me…:D
I`ll do my best not to freak out like I always do :) Otherwise, big large thank you as well. :)
Nice to see happiness is out there somewhere [cuz in my case it doesn’t really show it’s “ugly face”].
Good for you!! It’s good to be happy, right? ;)
p.s: let me know, if in your case “to be ok” doesn’t mean “to be happy” :)
You`ve guessed that right. Ok is just ok, happy is way above it. :)
Dammit, managed to put the blog online.
yeah.. well, all the good girls are taken. what the fuck.. nothing lasts forever but enjoy it while it lasts, kiddos.
Well I`m the ‘good girl’ whose status isn`t ‘taken’. ( When I wrote this things were different :) ).
* these, even